The protagonist
If my life was picturized, I surely wouldn’t be the one leading the story.
A protagonist (from the Greek πρωταγωνιστής (protagonistes), “one who plays the first part, chief actor”) is the main character […]
I’m the one who always loses, who’s barely thought of. I’m the character who happens to die in the middle of the movie, but still the film goes on. There are times I feel like I’m so easily replaced, I even appear strongly bland to myself. I’m the one imposing the sorrow of so many on my shoulders, as it’s easier to solve other’s problems than my own. The more I actively search for my purpose, the less significant I seem to get.
I deny to take the lifestyle I’m leading as final. I, right now, really don’t like myself. I’m still out of hand, still not achieving anything of need. Change requires time, but time is limited.
Sorry for being so serious.
